Food Court
I don’t know whether it’s the Drunken Mall Santa or
The extra terrestrials in the hippy boutique,
But something is cosmically up.
This must be some sort of land of pure symbol
Where people who are perfectly capable of walking instead
Ride around on scooters among adverts of
The “Them” whose existence
They’ve only just barely warmed up
To the notion of acknowledging.
I can’t be the only one to stand by the Play-Zone
And think, “Just what exactly is going on here?”
And I think the kids
Left there by their parents
Probably think similarly to me.
Maybe this is the last place where
You can keep to yourself and
Not be called “unsociable”.
Because anyone who would even want to come here
Must be interested a little in
Whatever exactly this is all about, and
There’s nothing Anti- about that.
“The poet must not avert his eyes” Herzog says,
But I think if he had ever been here,
He would at least take pause before saying that.
In any case,
This is a good place to escape that impossible double bind of,
“You must do or feel or think
That which is only acceptable if you do it
Of your own desire.”
That Old-Fashioned Filial Favorite.
An SSRI may balance your chemistry, but
It won’t do much to prepare you for the
Sight of a foundling flâneur
Fixing to find out he’s
Far too fentylated to
Fly very fast.
And coming off of them
Makes you remember
The feeling of someone saying,
“What?” after you spoke at what you felt
Was a perfectly acceptable volume.